First of all, HAH! In your face, everyone who thought I won't post tonight, here I am!
Now to my shenanigans, let me tell you an open secret, I'm not an optimist, I'm fully and devoutly a pessimist, which I often try to mask as practicality! I know, makes me feel like a piece of shit too! :P aammmm no, actually it doesn't, I feel quite good about the fact that I know who I am and what I'm like. So then, the question arises, if I'm such a pessimist why do I give people good optimistic advice? Why not lure them into the dark with me?
The simple answer is, I don't want others to suffer, I don't want others to be miserable while they still have a fighting chance, I do it because I wish someone had done it for me! So yes I talk about hope, I talk about everything that's nice and pretty, I talk about "unicorns farting rainbows" a term I invented, which means talk about far fetched happy stuff cuz reality sucks. So yeah, that's that!
That said, no I don't need a psychiatrist, I'm perfectly sane, I have a sense of humour, I enjoy the good stuff, I bear the bad stuff, the only thing is, I am not under the delusion that if I be happy enough or optimistic enough, the world won't end, that if I do enough good deeds I won't die, nope. I know that whatever I do, there will be disaster, there will be pain, there will be sorrow, because the world is an unfair place, cuz if it wasn't why would we ever strive for heaven?
So yeah maybe I am a realist piece of shit, maybe I'm not, either way, we are all going to die!
That said, laugh while you can, live the life that you have, make plans, watch them fail, then go ahead and make new ones!
What's more? I had a pretty nice day, had a laugh at a few people's expense, not sorry about it cuz they sort of deserved it! Painted some, and read an incredibly funny book, oh and cursed mother nature for her painful message delivery system, the people who know what I'm talking about will get the picture.
That's all for today, until next time, live a little before you die!
Ta!
Nice way of expressing your self. I can actually imagine you speaking all this <3
ReplyDeleteMay your pessimistic thoughts about yourself become optimistic ones soon.
Keep writing.
Good Luck.
:D glad you liked it
ReplyDeletehahahaha what a Subject line "Unicorns farting rainbows". Only this one line is enough to survive another day and I was right Hurmat. You are a damn good person to keep close :) Stay blessed larki. Keep writing :)
ReplyDeleteHahahaha Fahad, glad to be of service :)
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